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[Dec. 26th, 2009♥10:35 am] |
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didn't manage to post a Christmas post, but I think these friends summarised quite clearly what I wanted to say. Thanks ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) injarsofclay for sharing :)
http://injarsofclay.livejournal.com
http://gray-ish.livejournal.com
http://poolofred.blogspot.com
do read, friends! |
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| I NEED SOME REST |
[Dec. 21st, 2009♥01:33 am] |
Life's been so hectic ever since I came back from Melbourne. I'm starting to miss the calmness and lack of commitment in Melbourne. I love being able to decide what time I want to eat and if I want to eat or not. I love being able to wake up as and when I want to. I love being able to sit there and literally do nothing for the entire day. I love being able to have all the time in the world to do whatever I want to do.
Singapore life is way too fast-paced for me. I'm not used to it at all, after spending such a long time at the Australian pace. People are so relaxed there. I guess sometimes that's a bad thing as well but right now, I'd kill for some of that. I've been so productive in the past 10 days and I've had so many things to do and so little time. I find myself exhausted to the max. I sleep late every day because I simply don't have enough time to complete whatever I have to do. Then the next morning, I get woken up early for some reason or another.
I literally drag my body around and I'm perpetually tired. And I'm leaving for Malaysia for 2 weeks this coming Tuesday. Gone for Christmas and New Year and there're so many things I need to settle before I leave and I haven't even started packing for the trip yet. Help? |
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| some food for thought. |
[Dec. 20th, 2009♥03:28 pm] |
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Matt 7: 21-23, the words of Jesus our Lord and Saviour.
21 "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.
22 Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?'
23 Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'
After coming across this passage in camp it really hit me hard. Been pondering on this issue for quite a few months now, since VQ started the bible study group with us. It's always been "yes, I will do it. i mean, i go to church every week, serve here and there, blah blah blah..." but it's like it's never been real. Lost touch with my Father for quite a while already, and I want to come back to Him. I need to really, seriously, surrender everything in my life to Him and start living a Christ-centered life.
These are private thoughts but I won't be locking this post because I want EVERYONE who reads this to know and accept the good news too. Just as I got scared for myself, I got scared for my friends too. Many call themselves Christians/people who do good things, but no one except God knows in each of our hearts whether we truly believe and have accepted Jesus as our Saviour. I even have 'Christian' friends in school who have such unChristian-like beliefs and behaviour, that makes me sad. Or worse, you think you've been a good Christian but actually never really had a real relationship with God but don't know it. To everyone reading this...when Judgement Day comes, do you want to stand at the gates of Heaven expecting to be let in but finally hearing those dreaded words from Jesus: "I never knew you"? I'm sure no one wants that. So if we don't want that, let us really give up everything we have in our lives; all our earthly possessions and luxuries which do not last, and start living a life that is pleasing and glorifying to our Maker.
Updates on camp in the next entry! |
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| THE BIG APPLEEEE!! |
[Dec. 18th, 2009♥12:44 am] |
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I'm leaving for nyc in less than 24hours!!
super excited but damn turned-off by the duration of the freaking flight! (24hrs fyi, so kill me nowww)
anyhows, dont miss me peeps and i'll see yall in 2 weeks time!
more peektures and updates coming up!!
ciao! |
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| Xiahday! |
[Dec. 15th, 2009♥12:28 am] |
Happy XIAHDAY!
Although I think it would be happier if the 5 of them were celebrating it together... sigh. ----- Still bumped over the fact that I didn't know there was a BEG meet and greet in town yesterday. WHY. |
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